Monday, December 22, 2003
ok. please please please bear with all the crap i'm going to say or if it sounds very bimbotic. haha I'm a bimbo!
haha. i'm so happy! someone from afar away country has come back to singapore! and guess who is it?! it's andrew joshua chua yoazhang aka susie! he told claire and i that he was not coming back and like just after three days after sec two camp.. he appears the next day at church sitting at the back. hmmm. thinking abt it. it really looks like it's a dream! haha. but it's real. i'm so happy! hahaha.
yeah had carolling yesterday.
went to:
-bright hill
-hiding place
-joanna joy's house
-promise land
-zaneta's house
-jon wong's house
-back to church!
i think what touch me most at carolling was at "Bright Hill" it's a buddist old folks home and i was really really amazed and shocked that when i told them abt God and all.. they responded to me! i mean.. whatever way they responded.. it really does not matter. but it's just so wonderful. there was this woman that i felt she was really touched by our prayers for her even tho maybe she might not know whad we were trying to say cos the group that i went with was quite bad in our chinese esp with kenneth and i there. haha but when kenneth lee.johannes.joanne lee.ben tan and i were praying for her.. she was just responding in the way like.. "uh uh" and i felt that it was really the Holy Spirit touching her. actually my first instance was that i felt really scared and feeling real uncomfortable holding their hands cos of all those supertisious things and that it would be dirty and all that. but i came to realised that i was wrong in that way and started to think like why am i scared of holding her hands?! is not as if her hands are dirty right? or maybe whad if it was really dirty? am i still going to hold her hands no matter what happens?! or am i going to just leave her alone? and the next thing that came to me was this.. "do you think it's right for you to be doing that?" i asked myself that and i began to realised how fortunate i am. yeah. was there anything thing up there that does not make sense?! haha
anywayy.. we went to the hiding place after bright hill. it's a place where those people that were on drugs before goes after to recover and all if i'm not wrong! oh whoopps. i think i'm wrong! ok "whatever" and we stayed there for quite a long time. we played soccer and captain's ball with them. i was playing with this small little boy car. those that you use to paddle your legs. like a biciycle but only that it's a shape of a car! and ben took pictures of me sitting and riding it! charmaine and i were even going round with it together. she was driving while i was at the back! haha but some of us were just jamming away. and i've sort of learn how to play the drums from sam. yoon sann taught her! it's so so cool. hahaha. dinner at joanna joy's place was really good. if i'm not wrong.. we had the same food as last year! [pizza.chicken wings.japanese prawns.] but it's just so good! haha. went to the promise land next. haha the big bus could not come in! cos the road was too small. so those people that were on that bus had to walk! haha. thank goodness i was in the smaller bus(: and that smaller bus is called "sarah's bimbo bus" haha. the promise land is another place for people who were on drugs before and it's a christian home too. and after that.. we were suppose to go to zaneta's place but jon wong's family wanted us there at that time too. so we decided to spilt up. like some go to zaneta's place and some to jon's home. i went to zaneta's place. haha.
and we were served drinks there ok. so nice of zaneta's mommy and daddy(: thanks uncle and auntie. there was this young boy that hwai may scared him away! cos she asked him to feed her! kenneth and i were talking to him like for quite awhile. and he talks in quite good english. his in acs(br) [junior] and kenneth was like oh so whose your form teacher and all that.. and it was some indian guy and they two were just non-stop telling me how funny that teacher was and he would always tell stories of his past! ahaha. and the boy was like serving me jelly.chocolates and sweets all at the same time! and joahnnes.raymond.kenneth lee and michael was trying to scare with those balloons. that could be tied into a swan or some funny shapes. and michael burst this balloon right in front of my face! and i screamed. haha. and so that's why.. i've sort of lost my voice already! cos i was super hyper in the bus and singing that stupid bimbo song that i composed! haha. yeah. it goes like this: "i'm a bimbo girl. in a bimbo world. living in the world of pink and always saying [whatever!]" haha. so dumb right?! haha.
reach back church at about 11.45? jammed abit when we came back for about half an hour and had worship.reflection time.open prayer until like 2.30am. and that was like sleeping time already. but in the end.. only six people went to bed for the girls! haha. we were having this discussion on about the sec ones guys and girls. how they can interact with each other. cos the girls are really very clicky and all that. they don't really talk to others beside their own cliques. and some thing like that. and maurice did turned to his "serious" look again and not his "happy go lucky" kind. haha.
we ended arnd 4.30 to 5am. and all of us that were in the discussion wanted to sleep in that room. it was the room where we stored all the 1.5 litres of water during pre-camp! haha. but so happen the air-con was working but it was just really stuffy. so we all decided to switch on the air-cons at the corridor and sleep there! haha. and kenneth just lied there. with his carolling attire still on and his tie still on but hanging loose and his shoes on! such a crazy guy! plus his socks were very dirty from sliding up and down the music rm trying to act like gay. but yeah we did not disturb him! haha. claire and i stayed up to talk for awhile while jon was playing his guit. it was like arnd 6am by then. so we decided to go to sleep! haha. and we could not wake up this morning. lifeng.deeanne.beng.yixian.jon.johannes.kenneth lee.kenneth chin.and a few others were staring at claire and i. [the way we were sleeping] and Beng was like calling us to wake up so many times till deeanne had to sit on us and tickle us! i think he called us like more than 10 times until he gave up! haha. we decided to skip breakfast so that we could have another 30 mins of sleep. and we only woke up at 8.50am when the others were already awake at 7 or 8am?! haha.
and did i say this.. i realised that the sec ones boys like bullying me esp kenneth lee and johannes. but more on kenneth. he said i was old! so i told him say if i'm old.. then whad abt lisa or gilly or someone that was older than me?! and joahnnes wrote on my hands! the word "bimbo" and the other was "bimbo number one" and they did alot of mean things to me! haha. but thanks anywayy.. for holding my stuff.
haha.
hmmm. i just let out a big sigh. i'm really going to doze off anytime! -yawn- i need to take a rest now! will blog again soon(:
zzz... [toodles]
[p r i n c e s s s a r a h]
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